Monday, September 13, 2010

This prompting is powerful!

I had my first ever genealogy prompting and it was powerful. I mentioned to dad last week that it had been a year since Dee died. Yesterday I felt the need to fast after breakfast for a variety of personal reasons, I know, weird to start a fast after breakfast, but that's when it hit me. I was fasting all day and then through the night until breakfast Monday morning so I could have a real fast experience. So last night I started having this really dark depressing dream. I don't remember my dreams usually, but this one won't leave my conciousness. Kind of like the time I had that premonition about Leah but not quite that strong. So my dear Dee was stuck in a very dark, depressing place and forced to do cruel tricks with a colorful umbrella to earn her way. She was so sad and humiliated. I came across her by accident doing her tricks and told her she didn't deserve to live this way. She took me to her place which was tiny, dark, poverty stricken and dank. I said you are not supposed to be here. You deserve so much more than this! YOU are in the wrong place. I am going to bring you home with me and take care of you. There was much more to it. It was just filled with darkness, misery, and sadness. I haven't been able to shake this feeling all day long. I know I need to get Dee's temple work done so she can move on. I need to go up to the Gould house where all her information is still packed up and get it going. I am amazed at this powerdul feeling and message from the spirit world.

1 comment:

annieq84 said...

Wow Mom that is a powerful story. It's no wondering seeing as how you and Dee were so close. Good luck finding her info amongst all the Gould stuff! Can't wait to see you!